Waking. Here I am.
Sleeping. Here I am.
Dreaming. Here I am.
Waking, sleeping, dreaming. Here I am.
Always I was here.
Now I speak to you.
Just have no fear.
You don't know how much you miss
by not knowing yourself.
Do you run the risk?
Here is the Self, that speaks to you
and will never fade away.
Never fade away.
Here is the Self, that speaks to you
and will never fade away.
Never fade away.
Here I am.
Your first line of defense on your domicile,
the place where you're living is of course
your perimeter, your fencing.
And I like bio-security.
Bio-security in the form of a dog.
You could have all the alarm response
you want in the living universe
but all they'll ever give you is photos of the guys who took your stuff.
So generally I believe in owning a rather large animal.
If you got a dog, make sure it's a dog that would be, you know, a little bit...
Well, if you maybe have a chance of holding off your property a little bit, you know,
if that's sort of a concern that you have.
I live out here in the sticks.
There's a lot of coyotes and strange animals that come wandering out of the bush.
Some day, it is possible that a sasquatch could decide he was going to attack my house
and I would like to make sure that I got a dog only able to destroy a sasquatch
should he attack my house.
Of course your animal should never ever be trained to attack people
because that would be wrong.
But you have your fence and of course,
a little bit of noise is always good.
If someone was going to come through here, that's your first line and if I don't hear that,
you got to bear in mind this is going to be at night when you're asleep.
Well, the dog is going to hear that.
And then we go from there.
After you've been aroused from your slumber from your trusty animal
the next thing you want to know is why the hell are you awake
and what's this dog barking about?
So the way you figure that out is through optics.
And thanks to the readily and cheaply available web-cam,
you can set one of these little USB bad-boys up to give you
an outside surveillance picture of your house.
You can get pretty advanced with this.
You can get an infrared flashlight, a little infrared spot,
so that nobody can see that you're looking outside the house
and you get a very clear picture.
That way, if there's a guy running around,
of course he's not going to be wandering around in the spotlight,
because he thinks he knows that you're going to be able to see him,
but if he doesn't know there's an infrared spotlight,
you'll have a clear picture if there is actually someone in your yard.
And that way you can make an educated and informed decision on what to do next.
From the camera, of course, you've got to be able to view what the camera's seeing.
Now we're getting very, very close to the most dangerous of male territories.
Bringing a computer into the bedroom.
There is no way your wife is going to let you do this.
So what you do is, if you're lucky, as a man,
you can claim either like say a basement or one room in your house.
Now if you're very very lucky, you'll be able to keep at least one
flat vertical surface inside of your bedroom.
Now what I've done is gradually over time I've piled more and more gizmos
on top of the dresser, until my wife couldn't really tell what was where
until finally I'd stripped it down, and all of a sudden
I have a computer which I'm able to sort of hide here.
It's rather black, it's good if you could kind of streamline it a bit.
Keep everything very neat and generally the wives don't get too upset.
Now from this station here you'll notice it's not beside my bed.
The reason for that is because when you're lying in bed, you don't care.
You could watch a mushroom cloud when you wake up out of a slumber
and you'll go back to sleep.
If it's serious enough for you to consult with your optics
that means you have to get up from bed and wake yourself up to the point
where you walk over here, hit your indication button and your video should spring to life.
From here you could have a number of cameras, going up and down the block.
Very, very useful for an urban environment.
Especially when you live in an apartment building when you're,
you know, ten, twelve floors up, you want to make sure you've got
a camera on your stairwells, you've got a camera outside
so you can see what exactly is going on.
As well, any other pertinent data can be fed in here.
Remote... Thermometers, things of that nature.
Barometric pressure. Weather. Having a web access,
thanks to the power of wireless technology,
you can also make sure that, you know, in case you know,
all of a sudden while you slept, in case bombs go off somewhere.
You got to be able to know about this sort of stuff. And that's what this center's all about.
It's clean, it's discrete, it looks very very similar.
you got some gear for you to lay out for your daily, you know, encounters.
But that is really where you make your decision on whether or not you're going to run.
Don't you just hate it when that happens?
You're running through a parking lot,
you've got things to do
and there's one of these large annoying metal gates in the way. What's worse?
Sure we could kick get over it, try to kick out the top bars.
But what if you got a car? I mean really?
The way you circumvent this is, quite usually
all of these models are very poorly secured.
Of course, you being an operative, you always have your
handy-dandy pocket knife with you.
A million-and-one uses for these things, including being the key to the city.
A less suave or adept person would try to ram their way through it
but in actuality all you have to have is a basic fundamental
knowledge of how these switches work.
Here's your motor, here's your gears.
Command control box, and three exposed ports.
All those usually do is just control the power flow.
The chances are, if you go up to these, take your blade
and kind of connect them off and on.
You can flash them, and the gate goes right up.
Now you're able to carry on on your merry way.
Take your car out, do what you please.
But, again, this of course has another role.
After you drive your car out, you want to make sure that...
You wouldn't want to leave this parking lot unsecured to allow,
you know, less informed people access out of the building.
So you come back in and repeat the same action.
Takes a little practice.
The sandwich.
The main stay of the lunch.
Sandwiches are...
The Art of making a sandwich has largely been lost in the
north american culture, because we're a convenience culture.
Everything is: spend this, buy that, buy that.
You go to your local convenience store, chances are you're paying
anything between $4 to $7 for a sandwich which you can
quite conveniently make on your own, at home.
But sometimes people are like: "Aw, somehow you're sacrificing flavor",
if you quote-unquote, "brown-bag it." Which nobody really wants to do.
So today, we're going to cover the art of making sandwiches.
Now, with any sandwich, of course, the beginning of which is the bread.
Bread is very important.
Now for the true Wog, for true Wogness, you wanna make your own bread.
A bread maker will run you anything from $100-$150 for a halfway decent one.
Three hours later you've got your own bread where you've been able to control
all the ingredients, so therefore you can make some pretty cool, pretty rich bread.
When I'm making sandwiches, I don't just make a sandwich, I make a bunch of sandwiches.
Your bread should be...
Well, it should be soft, the kind of bread that you'd want to be able to eat it straight.
You don't want to buy crappy bread,
there's nothing worse than bread that's just like floaty air.
You wanna make sure that you got some multi-grain bread.
Or some bread that's kind of...
Bread should be enjoyable. You should enjoy your bread.
Go down, try some different kinds of bread.
Spend a couple of dollars on a good loaf of bread.
Why not? Makes having sandwiches...
And again the name of the game being substitution
where you don't have to buy your lunch.
You wanna enjoy your lunch. Look forward to it.
Yeah, I made that lunch. I got a really cool bread.
This is where things start going wrong, after the bread, people start screwing it up.
Because they start putting butter on the bread afterwards. This is wrong!
Ok, you put butter on toast.
You don't put butter on bread. That's retarded.
So the next step is the mayonnaise.
The single most popular sauce in the world.
You have two choices of mayonnaise.
So you can either go with a mayonnaise, which I'm not going to give a brand name here.
Mayonnaise, generally you buy the good mayonnaise.
If you're happy to be a person who eats dead animals,
you get the mayonnaise made from aborted chickens.
If you can get the good, really good, dead baby chicken mayonnaise, that's the way to go
spend the bucks, get the good dead baby chicken mayonnaise
If you're not so partial to the dead animals,
you can pick up some, you know, vegan friendly pseudo-mayonnaise.
You wanna be really really generous with your...
This is of course my vegan substitute-not-real mayonnaise.
This is sort of your SCOP mayonnaise.
I am not so much a fan myself of the vegan mayonnaise, myself,
but there's a lot of people who seem to like it.
They seem to enjoy it because they made certain ethical choices.
Now, we have two sandwiches over here, which we are going to be, well, vegetarian.
I don't think that the cheese fits to vegan standards according to my camera man.
Now, that is the vegetarian stuff.
Now you'll notice that when you spread the dead baby chicken mayonnaise
is a lot creamier and a lot nicer
Cause unfortunately, I am a slave to flavor. It's true.
So I don't like sacrificing stuff, and generally it's kind of a large leap
if you're going from a Big Mac lunch to a brown bag to go right into
the hard core tofu variants of beans in order to pack your lunch. Not so good.
The order of which you put your ingredients on is very, very important.
Largely, of the top, I like to make sure that you put your meat or synth-meat on afterwards.
Now this here is not meat.
This is some kind of a tofu variant of meat. Make sure you don't skimp on it.
If you like the way this stuff is made.
Remember you've got to like the way all of this stuff taste.
If you don't like the way it tastes, you can't eat it.
Now I always put the meat down because especially if you have shredded meat,
the mayonnaise or mayonnaise substitute will hold the meat in place.
Put your meat on there, because that's really
where you are going to be getting your protein from.
Any extra, it's always handy to have yourself, you know, a garba-dog.
So, moving down to the people who eat dead animals,
I have some handy-dandy dead pig here, from the black forrest.
Now you'll notice that the mayonnaise seems to
hold the shredded meat in place a little bit better the thicker it is.
Squeal, squeal!
And, of course, a generous portion to the home defender.
Then, following this you look at this and go: Ok now, your meat substitute.
So we've got meat, mayonnaise, and we've got the bread.
Now the other two things you're going to need is some sort of a leafy thing.
Quite often people use lettuce. This is wrong.
You must not use lettuce because lettuce has no nutritional value at all.
So what to use instead of lettuce is spinach. Baby raw spinach.
Very very rich in protein. And you can bulk this stuff right up.
Luckily, spinach is on of the few things that people who don't eat dead animals can eat.
And when it's raw like this, it's actually super tasty and really adds to the sandwich.
Now, last but not least, you wanna make sure you put your cheese on.
Now myself, I like mustard and cheese...
It's always good to go solid, liquid, solid, liquid,
because it has to hold everything in place. So I put down mustard.
So then after that you have your vegetarian, not vegan, cheese.
This looks like cheese, but it's not.
It's some weird bean curd substitute that's made to look exactly like cheese
and taste nothing like cheese.
Load up on the cheese, cheese is very tasty.
For those of use who enjoy eating dead cow puss,
we can have our cheese placed on our regular meat.
Now I don't like processed cheese, because it's creepy, because it's like plastic.
So I try to stay away from it.
So once you get your cheese on there, this is largely the basis of your sandwich.
Again, this is ground work.
So, what we're going to do then, is the process of combination.
You just flip one over.
Oh, no! Get it!
He'll eat anything.
Two sandwiches A
And sandwiches B.
Now, of course, for your lunch, you're going to not want to take it out as such
so you're going to need a container of some type.
The containers themselves are usually plastic. There's a bunch of different variants.
You're not nuking it so as long as it's fairly clean, you're OK.
Stuff her in.
Hard containers are better than soft containers because there's nothing worse
than a squishy sandwich. The other cardinal rule is you do not pack a
sandwich more than 24 hours before you intend to eat it.
Packing a sandwich for a monday on a saturday is a bad idea
because the mayonnaise seeps into the bread and everything gets a bit soggy
and it's just not a refreshing experience.
But once you get your sandwich together, you just huck it in the fridge, you're good to go.
And you've got kind of a sneak preview of what's in store for you the following day.
It's a simpler way of making sandwiches
You make them all at once, assembly line fashion.
It's not a problem, you can make, well, your lunch, you save a boat load of money,
you're eating healthy food that you enjoy.
My name is Sean Kennedy, and I am the fucking man.
Being a Wog, you understand you're
always training for a worst case scenario.
So upon consultation of your optics,
you figure out that
"Whoa! Hey! I'm totally surrounded.
There's no hope of me ever getting away."
So what you want to make sure is you got to protect your credit card numbers
and all of your personal data.
The best way to do that is to assume that you can't protect your credit card numbers
and all your personal data, so you destroy them.
Now what I use is I use Dereks Boot n' Nuke.
Why? Because it's free and because it's good
and it does it to a military grade destruction standard.
You know, they can get the data back, but they need to have government sponsorship to do it.
So generally, you can only do so much, but this seems to be good enough level for me.
The way I can make sure I always got a nuke disk ready and on hand is I just take this,
like, take a CD case so that it can be easily accessed, and then I just attach it
to the side of my computer case like I've done in these cases here.
Then after you do that, you just slap your Boot n' Nuke disc in there
and you forget all about it.
Until you need it in a moment of emergency.
If you've got to constantly maintain your emergency standards, they're not very good.
You don't want to constantly be paranoid or hyper vigilant and think to yourself
"Oh no! The sasquatch are going to get me!"
Not all the time, no, that's a little bit damaged.
But you know, after a good George A. Romero film fest
you might be wondering about these sorts of things.
And it's at those times when Boot n' Nuke
really makes me feel better about myself as a person.
Now, as well, you'll notice that I have a laptop.
What I did to handle that was, generally your laptop is mobile,
but I still have a Boot n' Nuke taped to the underside of the laptop just in case I need it,
because even if you're on the fly, you've got to make sure that you keep your data safe.
After all, it is your data.
Being a Wog, of course you're going to go down fighting.
So the way you want to do this, make sure that... You want to run away.
You've already been bumped, you know, you gotta get out of here in order to be able to,
well, keep track of what's going on.
So you gotta have a collection of bags kept by your computers called a "Crash bag".
This is very different from an AWOL-bag as a crash bag is purely an emergency kit only bag.
Now I use a murse, which is of course,
my equivalent of a mans purse where I keep all of my essential data.
This is my cell-phone, my wallet, extra knife, maybe a glow stick.
Things like this, thing that you wanna have with you all the time.
So I put that inside my murse, so it's a given that your murse
should be kept near your computer, cause that's really where your life blood is.
From there, as a crash bag, you have a choice.
Personally, I use one of two bags.
I got an old school, very old school, Becker patrol pack.
And I got a hatchbag which I use as a police tactical bag.
Both of the mave different...
This one here would be better for, say, an urban environment,
this backpack would be better for a more rural environment.
The choice is again up to your.
You wanna have your basics inside this bag.
A basic abolution kit that you don't need as every day equipment.
You need a basic change of clothes, again, that you won't need as everyday...
Maybe a light-weight rain jacket would be very very good,
because you gotta understand you could be naked when you grab this bag.
You shove your kit in there and you're out the door.
So you gotta make sure you'll be able to look after youself.
That's the nature of what a crash bag is.
From there it's all a matter of seeing how quickly you can get all of your data handled
and get out of your door. That's the drill.
That's what you have to get it to be second nature.
A lot of people don't understand the importance of drills.
The reason why people do certain drills, meaning that, you know,
in martial arts you would punch and punch and punch or do a combination of punches
so that you'll be able to throw that combination out like it was second nature.
The same thing is with an immediate action data disposal drill.
All the Wogs should do these because when this happens, you're never going to expect it.
It's going to be an emergency. It's going to be a crisis.
And you've got to be ready to do that with your mid brain without even waking up.
You should have have half your data destroyed before you even know what's going on.
That's the idea.
And to do that, the only way you can do it is to drill yourself
and to keep doing drills until it becomes second nature.
That's what Wogs do. We do drills.
Hi, I'm an accountant.
It's my job to hide money.
You should give me your money so that I can hide it, so that way the government can't get it.
The government wants to use their power to keep the majority of the people
from the minority of the people's stuff.
And through people like me, you can hide your money.
I don't take it, I just hide it so no one can ever get your money
and no one will ever take your money away from you.
That's my job as an accountant.
I'm make it sure that nobody can keep track of your money, because I cooked the books.
I lie all the time, it's part of my job.
But we call that business where I come from.
That's my job as an accountant.
You'll give me your money, because at the end, you'll save more money.
I'm an accountant. You need to give me your money.
One thing is for certain.
And that is that there's a lot of
crazy stuff flying through the air.
Doesn't matter who's responsible for it.
But what does matter is that there's a lot
of different material that we can't see
that is being broadcast though the air.
Now, it's true that maybe some of it out there is mind control.
Maybe that is happening.
Maybe there are some satellites pumping down mind control waves.
Certainly there's a lot of attention being drawn to chem trails,
a lot of this kind of, you know, drugs in our food.
It's not unbelievable to think that there could be mind control waves out there in the world.
Be it from aliens.
Be it from the Bildenberg group.
Be it from any possible source, there is a reason that these electro-magnetic frequencies,
this electronic noise, could be affecting the way your brain works.
Your brain is really an electro-chemical reaction,
and you can't say that all this microwave radiation flying around in the air...
Take a static radio sometime, just like an AM radio, put it to a dead channel,
walk around your house with the antenna.
Let me show you how this works.
You take any radio, this is a short wave radio made by somebody.
This is a crank model which I advise everyone to get.
So what you can do is you set this so that it's not actually on any particular station,
so you just kind of crank it up here.
So you got lots of static there.
Make sure you turn it up good and loud and you can walk around your house
and you can actually look for areas where electromagnetic frequencies are present.
One of the best places to do this is with a micro wave oven.
If you want to see if it's working, all you got to do is just turn on your micro wave.
Let it go for a couple of seconds.
All you got to... Whoa!
And it should stop...
So obviously, they would say that the micro wave
seal in all the radio waves and stuff like that.
Well quite clearly, they do not.
This is another way to tell if you think you're might be getting broadcasts or
something's coming in to you, an AM radio with the antenna set to no station you can pick up
all sorts of electro-magnetic noise that's in the air.
And it doesn't really matter if you know what the noise is,
the fact is that there's electro-magnetic pollution being broadcast through your house.
So how do you get around this?
How do you make sure that this doesn't affect the way that you think?
There's only one way to make absolutely certain that you're going to cut down all of the
electromagnetic noise that could be affecting the way your mind works.
And that way, of course, is to shield your mind. But how do we do this?
It's all really sloppy to take tin-foil and slap it on your head and be walking around.
Furthermore, other people who are members of the Sane will not understand what you are doing.
And furthermore you could be ridiculed for it.
As a matter of fact they could lock you up for it.
So you might want to be careful with that. Things being all Wog, we want to be covert.
We want to make sure that no one really knows that we know
what they don't know and we know what's going on.
So the best way to do that is to be able to conceal your mind shield a little bit.
In this particular segment we're going to talk about making
your very own Wog shield for any possible applications.
The easiest model to make it with is, once again,
is the booney hat, the most superior hat made by man.
You'll notice that he way boonie hats are designed
is that they generally have these little packets here.
You've got your two breathing holes at the top here
to let the heat vent out the top of your head.
And on the inside, you've got your map case on the inside of the hat, which no one ever uses,
but that's actually what it's for, it's actually a map case pocket in the top of the hat
which works as a liner. You've got a retention band here.
The way this is to be correctly worn is not around the neck.
You're actually to put it on your head, should trace it around the back here
and then tightening it off on the back of your head here.
This is where this is supposed to sit, it doesn't actually sit under you chin.
If you put it under your chin and it gets caught on something, it could choke you to death.
Not really the best way to go.
To make your booney hat more accessible and generally just a better hat all around
at the back of the booney hat you'll notice that there's a severance here.
Now there's no thread holding that
so you can go to any hardware store, make sure you get a rubber coated wire.
Any type of rubber coated gauge wire is fine, it doesn't have to be very expensive.
Make sure it's got a solid core and it isn't just a braided core.
Make sure it's a solid core, and then you cut a length of it, like a meter or so,
and then you just feed the wire through the rim of the hat, all the way around,
and then eventually, once you're done, you've got the brim of the hat.
Now, the correct way to actually configure the booney hat:
You put a baseball type front on the... Oh, we gotta make sure you're on the front...
So you put the baseball curve on the front of your hat.
It's usually easier if you put it on.
You put a baseball cap in the front of your hat here.
This keeps the rain of your face. On the side, mark where the sides are.
This is also to keep the rain off of your ears but allow sound to come in, so you've got your
peak on the top, sharpen that up, you've got your side sound areas,
and on the back of the hat here this is the part that everybody forgets,
the back of the hat is supposed to be folded up just so.
The reason for this is so that the water will come and just pool off to the sides
so it doesn't go straight down your back if you look up.
This is to prevent run-off from going straight on to your pack and all of your gear.
Now to take this hat one step further, we have to make sure that we can,
well, prevent our mental integrity from being compromised.
The best way to do this is with your standard aluminum foil.
Get the thickest aluminum foil you can find.
And what I've done with these ones here is you take them and you fold them into
roughly about the width of the height of the hat.
You take one and then you fold it over, don't cut it, fold it over.
Because, why cut it? You can get more shielding the thicker the tinfoil is.
Always important to have the right thickness.
So you get one, and then you get another one which is about the same thickness.
We're making this one out of four sheets. One...
There we go. About the same thickness again. Two and three.
Now when you're folding it, make sure you're folding the edge where the tear is
so you can keep the good clean edge where it came straight from the box.
Because otherwise it's just sloppy and it looks like hell.
How embarrassing!
Imagine you're being stopped at the airport with a sloppy booney hat tin foil insertion.
Once those three are in, you do the sides of the hat first.
Once you get the sides of the hat done.
Because the way booney hats are made they don't actually...
You turn the hat inside out, as such.
So what you do is you take your first piece and again,
it takes a little bit of know-how to do this.
You've got to kind of insert this in first and work it around.
Try not to crumple it too badly.
I mean, some crinkling is going to be unavoidable.
Sometimes, people fold them in half again so that it's a little bit more solid,
a little bit easier to manage and it's also thicker.
In this particular game, thickness wins, right? That's where your point is.
So you get that in there, one, then we go to the other side here, two.
And this should slide down and meet up with the... Overlapping is good.
...meet up with the foil you've already inserted in the back.
Now you should know that some really high made booney hats that are not issue
will sew this so you won't be able to do this with them,
so get yourself an issue booney hat.
You should get these for about $5-$10 at an army surplus store,
or probably less if you know someone.
And on the back piece here, this goes all the way around.
OK, there, now we're going to invert the hat here. We're back to the right way.
And from here you can try to get it smoothed out as best you can.
If you've got a little bit extra, not fitting in right, you can tear it off.
Once you've got your extra taken out, got her in...
Now for the top piece here, this is where it gets a little bit tricky.
Generally the side protection, I feel, is not as important as the top,
because if it is something that's off-world or in the atmosphere
or above the atmosphere like a satellite or perhaps alien transmissions,
it's got to come down, doesn't it?
So realistically, the shielding on the top of your head should probably be the strongest.
Take your hat, invert the hat upside down here so you know where your markings are,
and then, I'm going to get me a sharpie, I'm going to draw a line all around that.
You can mark it that way but I'm going to use a sharpie felt marker
so you can see exactly where the hat line is.
Now, for tracing the sharpie on there you want to make sure
that you got the hat on at good location.
Since it's a black hat, I'll just draw it all around the external.
There we go, that's perfect. Take that.
So that gives you your general outline for what you're working with.
Take your scissors and you just cut up to there, that's all we're doing here.
Incidentally, this same material will work with copper as well.
There was a company called "Mind shield", or, pardon me, "Shield works",
that came out with a mind shield cap that was for sale
for a limited period of time back in the mid-nineties.
They also made bed sheets, curtains, everything, just to stop the radio pollution.
So what you do then is you fold it in on the line,
doubling up on your protection and retaining the shape.
The crease, some people would say: "Oh, well, you're not getting total coverage
because there's a separation between where the hat connects to the top"
Yes, I suppose that it's argued that you could pull the entire liner out and do that
but these people didn't think forward to things like ventilation.
Your head still has to breathe and if you wrap the whole thing in tin-foil it's going to be
really hard to adjust your temperature, so the crease there provides radio protection
because there's only about less than like a millimeters worth of space
and that flexes depending on how you wear your hat.
Yet it does provide for air movement and ventilation which is very important.
If you don't have ventilation, your brain cooks.
If you don't want to cook it from radio waves, you sure don't want to cook it from heat either.
So we've got this top, this is your top here when done.
And depending on how you want to do it you insert it into the hat as such.
So then this goes into the top of the hat here.
Bear in mind that it is a liner, you do have a lot of space here to work with
so try to keep it as gentle as you can. There we go.
And then you just push it down and through and the hat should do the rest of the work for you.
And what you're left with is a perfectly good Wog brain shield.
Helpful for if you're ever doing any kind of UFO hunting or things of that nature.
And not only will your friends and co-workers be surprised
that you happen to have a stylish and shapely tinfoil hat.
Imagine how surprised the aliens are going to be.
My name is Sean Kennedy and I am the fucking man.
When I was a young man, I was taking this sky train here
and this wasn't a parking-lot at that time.
It was just a construction site.
There were a lot of different licencings and fees
that stopped the construction from going ahead. I don't know why it didn't go ahead,
all I knew was that as I took the sky train there was a large field of lime.
And right where I'm standing right now.
I looked out the side of that sky train as we were parked there,
and I saw that there was a man in a crumpled ball lying on this field of lime.
It was at rush-hour when I saw him, so everyone else in the sky train saw him too,
because there was not much else to look at.
At that time there was no racking or rails or anything else like that
so you could just look down and see this field.
With a guy in dark clothing on a field of white lime,
it was really apparent to see that there was this man,
crumpled in the middle of this construction site.
No one else on the sky train said anything. No one eve cared.
And since it was rush hour it was like I was the only one
who could see this man lying down there.
No one else would... could see it, you know?
And all the other trains that went by, they must have saw it too,
because there was nothing else to look at.
It's a white field with one man, crumpled in the middle of the field.
When I said something, I stood up and I went "There's a guy down there!",
everybody looked at me, and they gave me that kind of a look you probably get from parents,
when you've told their four-year-old that there's no such thing as a Santa Claus,
that was the same kind of hateful look that they gave me when I pointed to the guy down there,
lying in the lime.
I jumped of the sky train and I ran down,
there was a fence around this place at that time.
I cleared that fence in no time flat, and as I came over to him, you know,
I said... I went into my first-aid drills and i said
"Buddy, buddy, can you hear me, can you hear me?"
And I came in and I grabbed him and I pulled him back,
but he'd been dead for a while, and this smell, you know, of dead people...
That's why they put lime on them, I guess. I guess it keeps the smell down.
But when I pulled on him it kind of opened everything up
and he kind of rocked back a little bit, like a...
like if he was a mannequin or something, you know, the rigor mortis had set in.
I went back to the sky-train and was very excited. Reported it to the attendant there.
Police came down, took my name, rank, shoe size, and I never heard nothing about it.
The cops didn't know who he was and he didn't have any ID, so he died, here,
and hundreds of people drove by him and nobody cared. No one even knew his name.
And it was a total stranger who jumped off of a train, a child, really, at the time,
who came up and said "Are you OK?", who checked on him.
So that made me the only one out of a few thousand people to do that,
to witness this man's passing, to care
about a man who had been dead for a few days.
I don't know what kind of a guy he was.
Maybe he was a drug addict, maybe he was a thief, who knows?
Maybe he deserved to die, here, alone, in a lime field?
I can't imagine anyone who deserve that, but
maybe, you know, he had a bad life or something and made some bad calls?
But whoever he was, he profoundly affected my life.
Because as of that moment, I made the decision that
I was never going to die and be forgotten in some field somewhere,
while hundreds of people walked by and nobody even cared.
And that's a choice. All you've got to do is act.
All you've got to do is do something and make sure they'll mark your passing.
That's all you've got to do.
So, if I could be anything, I'd like to be a monument
for those people who get forgotten and fall by the wayside.
Because that man, who died here, he changed my life.
My name is Sean Kennedy and I am the fucking man.
All is the Self, all is myself.
All is you and yours. There's nobody else.
I am one and appear as many.
All is the Self, all is myself.
All is you and yours. There's nobody else.
I am one and appear as many.
Here is the Self, that speaks to you
and will never fade away.
Never fade away.
Here is the Self, that speaks to you
and will never fade away.
Never fade away.
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